mmmm nope.

Looking back at some of my older blogs.... they make me laugh. Why on earth did I think we could still be friends? It doesn't work right now, it's too soon. You can stay in the Woodlands however long you want. In fact, don't come back at all. See if I care. You should meet her parents and tell them how fucking old you are....so they can kick your ass out. It's pretty hilarious how pathetic you are, you jobless loser. Get a life and stay out of mine. When you do come back to Sugar Land, I won't be here.

IN OTHER NEWS, school starts on Monday.

This summer has really changed me. I've been through a lot.... You know how you hear about people's summers and how there's that one summer that changes you the most and it's really profound and significant to the rest of their life? Well this summer was probably that summer for me. I lost something special to someone who I now hate, I've actually gotten to the point where I honestly HATE someone for once, I got lost in doing drugs and drinking, I made tons of new friends, I lost a few old ones, I've finally figured out what I want to do with my life, I've worked in a professional theatre environment where I actually fit in perfectly, but through all the up's and downs, happy moments and sad moments, I've still lost a sense of who I am. Now it's the reconstruction period. Now I worry about only myself and my future. All of this bullshit needs to end now.

The List

Whenever i start thinking about you, i just list all of your flaws and then you seem so pathetic...that I feel 100% better. That's how much of a loser you are. Die.

Last Night.

I had so much fun last night, seeing Of Montreal was like an out of body experience! Skyler and I managed to get pretty far up front too. Chilling before was really nice too, i met some cool people and met up with some old friends too! There was this one kid, he was maybe 15 or 16, that just danced around the whole entire park. He must have been on something hahahah he was so crazy. We tried to get a picture with him but he just danced awayit was so hilarious.

Of Montreal

toniiiight is gonna be a good SOBER NIGHT, hopefully.
Free Press Summer Fest 09' baby!


PS- i'm finally over you.


bahbye.

WHY

am i not extremely upset? There's something wrong with me. What you did to me was horrible, but why am I getting over it so easily? Maybe subconsiously I know that in the end, you're not worth it. I'm glad I still see you every second though. Truly I am. You're like my best friend and we get along so well. I never thought i'd have a friend with benefits.... hahahahqtejanfs lata.

Listen Babay

Ain't no mountain HIGH ain't no valley....NOPE STILL HIGH!

ok that was maybe the dumbest thing i've ever typed out.
Today was a good day. It started okay, and ended good. I hate it when people say "it started good and ended good".
THAT JUST MEANS that it started at 1 level... and didn't go up anymore levels. it just stayed the same. monotony is so not my cup o' tea.


You got me wrapped around your finger. Nah, let's try I got YOU wrapped around MY finger.....,bitch.



--night

I like you

no, i hate you. wait, I can't seem to leave you. I should leave you. You're kind of a horrible person. But there's something about you. I feel like I could change you. Probably not though, considering how unbelievably stubborn you are. You don't know this, but you have ONE MORE chance. One mistake and we're done.

Things haven't been the same since. Physically, we're not connecting anymore. I long for you, but I'm not some easy girl who doesn't have a brain. I just wish you actually cared. I'm almost positive you don't.